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Thursday, 12 November 2009
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How to catch a Butterfly
She bounces
flower to flower
Shes in moments
glimmer in light
elegance around her
flutter with her beauty.
Unaware of her surrounding
Unaware of her emotions
She goes where its right
She goes where she knows.
You don't catch her
moments in flight
You don't trap her
stillness in nature
using harsh hands
and broken promises
She flutters away from
She protects herself through
She goes where its right
She goes where she knows.
She will find you
its in your eyes
She will want you
its in your voice
You call to her
whisper her name
Wanting to be more with you
Wanting to know more of you
She goes where its right.
She goes where she knows.
Forces of nature
collides with destiny
bring the butterfly
with the gentle hand
Holding the moment
capturing in love
She will land on you
She will be with you
She goes where its right.
She goes where she knows.
Monday, 02 November 2009
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and I find myself
And I wrote him a letter...
and it's sitting in my mailbox.
And I'm wondering...
Is this worth sending?
Because there's no turning back.
And it's a letter of closure...
frustration and righteousness.
While he sits there justified...
for the actions of his course.
And I wonder...
Is this worth sending...
Because there's no turning back...
and i find myself saying...
it's not worth it
if there's no turning back.
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
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Driven
That countdown before man walks on the moon
When a child makes his first steps.
How a rose would be so beautiful
because of the care you've given it.
It's that sense of accomplishment.
It's the smile on your face
and the confidence in your walk.
It's when no one's around
and it's all up to you.
It's that sense of accomplishment.
It's not how long you'll get there
how hard it is
what everyone else thinks
or it being a big task
but it's the feeling of finish
when you cross that line
when you buy your first car
or change your first tire.
Never can you stay down
when your always climbing up.
Never can your skies darken
if your always looking for light.
Taking one big step
or many small ones,
It's that sense of accomplishment...
that drives me...
to wanting better.
Friday, 23 October 2009
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Here. Take my money.
I finally made commission worth bragging about, but since I'm so far into owing everyone, it feels like water through my fingers.
Well, at least I have insurance and I know I won't spend the night in Jail because I was caught without it.
At least I am able to call family and friends in case something important actually happens.
At least I am able to sleep soundly at night without the stress of not being able to pay back my friends.
At least I am able to put gas in the tank to travel back and forth to see my kids.
I guess if you look at it this way, I won't mind spending my money on people I owe instead of those nice pair of heels.
Thursday, 22 October 2009
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First day with Craigslist.
Through a series of unfortunate events in my relationship fields, I have decided to throw in the towel and date without commitment. This is Columbus, it's a big place and honestly, I don't need added stress about trying to pull a guy to tell me his "feelings." Normally that just happens on it's own right? Actually, I haven't started yet. I've only been single less than a week. I guess I wanted to take some time to just mourn, but no one's really feeling bad for me, life goes on, and he's still being a jerk via email. Soo... best way for a cancer to forget about a broken heart... meet other people. Since I caught him on plenty of fish with his own special profile and updated pictures of events we went together (does it sound like i'm bitter?) My choice of preference was Craigslist. Yes, I know, both are meat markets, but honestly I didn't want to run in the same neighborhood as his and I'm not really looking for a relationship remember? Just dating.
Okay, enough with the violin. My whole point of this blog is the responses. First of all, I distinctly pointed out no one younger, no one shorter, and no one that smokes. but what I think men heard was, no one younger, shorter and smokes...except for me.
Several 27 year olds ( I'm 10 years older)
Several pictures with a cigarrette in thier hand
and some without pictures
I have decided to take this area in my life with great humor and very lightly.
ah but, it's only my first day
mexicanarose
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- Name: Gina
- Birthday: 7/4/1973
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/13/2007
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