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Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • How to catch a Butterfly


    She bounces
    flower to flower
    Shes in moments
    glimmer in light
    elegance around her
    flutter with her beauty.
    Unaware of her surrounding
    Unaware of her emotions
    She goes where its right
    She goes where she knows.

    You don't catch her
    moments in flight
    You don't trap her
    stillness in nature
    using harsh hands
    and broken promises
    She flutters away from
    She protects herself through
    She goes where its right
    She goes where she knows.

    She will find you
    its in your eyes
    She will want you
    its in your voice
    You call to her
    whisper her name
    Wanting to be more with you
    Wanting to know more of you
    She goes where its right.
    She goes where she knows.

    Forces of nature
    collides with destiny
    bring the butterfly
    with the gentle hand
    Holding the moment
    capturing in love
    She will land on you
    She will be with you

    She goes where its right.
    She goes where she knows.

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • and I find myself

    And I wrote him a letter...
    and it's sitting in my mailbox.
    And I'm wondering...
    Is this worth sending?
    Because there's no turning back.

    And it's a letter of closure...
    frustration and righteousness.
    While he sits there justified...
    for the actions of his course.

    And I wonder...
    Is this worth sending...
    Because there's no turning back...

    and i find myself saying...
    it's not worth it
    if there's no turning back.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • Driven


    That countdown before man walks on the moon
    When a child makes his first steps.
    How a rose would be so beautiful
    because of the care you've given it.
    It's that sense of accomplishment.

    It's the smile on your face
    and the confidence in your walk.
    It's when no one's around
    and it's all up to you.
    It's that sense of accomplishment.

    It's not how long you'll get there
    how hard it is
    what everyone else thinks
    or it being a big task
    but it's the feeling of finish
    when you cross that line
    when you buy your first car
    or change your first tire.

    Never can you stay down
    when your always climbing up.
    Never can your skies darken
    if your always looking for light.
    Taking one big step
    or many small ones,
    It's that sense of accomplishment...

    that drives me...

    to wanting better.

Friday, 23 October 2009

  • Here. Take my money.

    I finally made commission worth bragging about, but since I'm so far into owing everyone, it feels like water through my fingers.

    Well, at least I have insurance and I know I won't spend the night in Jail because I was caught without it.
    At least I am able to call family and friends in case something important actually happens.
    At least I am able to sleep soundly at night without the stress of not being able to pay back my friends.
    At least I am able to put gas in the tank to travel back and forth to see my kids.

    I guess if you look at it this way, I won't mind spending my money on people I owe instead of those nice pair of heels.

Thursday, 22 October 2009

  • First day with Craigslist.

    Through a series of unfortunate events in my relationship fields, I have decided to throw in the towel and date without commitment. This is Columbus, it's a big place and honestly, I don't need added stress about trying to pull a guy to tell me his "feelings." Normally that just happens on it's own right? Actually, I haven't started yet. I've only been single less than a week. I guess I wanted to take some time to just mourn, but no one's really feeling bad for me, life goes on, and he's still being a jerk via email. Soo... best way for a cancer to forget about a broken heart... meet other people. Since I caught him on plenty of fish with his own special profile and updated pictures of events we went together (does it sound like i'm bitter?) My choice of preference was Craigslist. Yes, I know, both are meat markets, but honestly I didn't want to run in the same neighborhood as his and I'm not really looking for a relationship remember? Just dating.

    Okay, enough with the violin. My whole point of this blog is the responses. First of all, I distinctly pointed out no one younger, no one shorter, and no one that smokes. but what I think men heard was, no one younger, shorter and smokes...except for me.

    Several 27 year olds ( I'm 10 years older)
    Several pictures with a cigarrette in thier hand
    and some without pictures

    I have decided to take this area in my life with great humor and very lightly.

    ah but, it's only my first day

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  • Hi! My name is Gina, not Rose, lol, and Im not real sure why I picked it as my username, but I use if for everything. I am a mother of three, and very cautious of whom I meet. I am social, yet I am careful who I let know all my dark secrets, so since I probably don't know anyone here on xanga, Im letting my hair down. :)

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  • BaGreeka
    Hi dear I think i have serious problem to keep my relationships .
  • Googim19
    (^-^) Thank U for accepting me
  • mexicanarose
    @BaGreeka - I'm so sorry if I don't respond sooner, its getting harder to get to the net right now. I will look for you on myspace
  • BaGreeka
    http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=210387030 this is my site in myspace.com if u want add me
  • BaGreeka
    hello dear i am goin g to log in in my space to add u as friend there i ll add one picture of mine so we would keep in touch too.
  • BaGreeka
    Do you have forecast problems in your area dear ? I heard it in the tv news.
  • BaGreeka
    hi dear how are you
  • BaGreeka
    Can you tell me why my romance relationships are ending so quickly?
  • mexicanarose
    Hola everyone! Just fyi, I decided, in a desperate attempt to do something useful at work, have now made a website all about me. Well, some about me. Still working on me :panyways, if you want to check it out, www.mexicanarose.webs.comlet me know what you think...
  • mexicanarose
    @Gods_grace4all - I really hoope you do stay on xanga, i try to respond but not always am able, just know that I do read your blogs when you post. If I am subscribed to anyone, I get email notification and every morning, I have my cup of coffee and I read my email notifcations.